Death with Dignity… My Thoughts

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To my loved ones reading this, I want to say this is not a reflection of my intentions at this time.

It is something I believe most people with a terminal illness like ALS have had cross their mind. At this time a person diagnosed with ALS is aware they are dying, and it will likely be an uncomfortable slow death. I know there are a lot of patients who have chosen invasive ventilation and are happy, comfortable and living a life with quality and purpose. I’m thankful this life extending option is available.

There is hospice. Another thing I’m thankful for. I’ve experienced the care they provide and I commend all nurses who take on this responsibility. They can’t by law intentionally speed your death. They do everything they can to make death as comfortable as possible for the dying while educating and comforting the family. Even with the best efforts it is no guarantee you will have a comfortable death, or that they can predict the exact time or even day you will die.

You can put a do not resuscitate-DNR order in your Advanced Directive or Living Will, but if you’re at home and an ambulance is called because of respiratory crisis, unless they are shown the document, you will likely find yourself on an invasive ventilator no matter how clear you’ve made it to family and your doctor. It’s possible you will be even if they see the document. EMTs are trained to save lives and they do it well. I also commend them for all they do; however if you’re a terminally ill patient suddenly stuck with this life support that you made clear you didn’t want, you’ll surely not comfortable. You can still choose to have it removed, but when and how now has to be decided. Something you may have really wanted to avoid is your chosen legal agent being forced to make this decision. Choosing who can make decisions on your behalf early on is highly recommended so that your wishes are met. This doesn’t mean the decision is going to be easy for them if it comes to that.

I’ve given examples of what can go wrong even if you do all the right things to make your wishes clear, it’s no guarantee. You can still end up vented whether you want it or not.

Some benefits of assisted death: First is that it’s in your control. You know when your quality of life has reached the point of outweighing the benefits of living for you and know you will die painlessly within a few minutes. You can choose to have loved ones with you or not. It also gives your loved ones the ability to choose to be there or not. If it is decided others are to be present, you can choose a date and this gives them time to prepare emotionally and take time off work in advance instead of always knowing the call can come at any time.

I’m aware that one of the biggest obstacles for the terminally ill, even if they’re in a place that allows death with dignity is Religion, even if it’s not the belief of the person dying. Not wanting to go against a loved one’s belief is a huge deciding factor. A dying person usually doesn’t want to do something that leaves their loved ones in emotional despair. So they suffer on.

Many consider death something that should be left in their God’s hands. To me this makes no sense. If you would die without mechanical ventilation, isn’t that overriding God? I just don’t see the logic in it being miraculous to keep a life going that God obviously intended to end, but it’s not ok at all to end the suffering of a life God also obviously intends to end.  There are premature babies born every day with no chance of survival even with advanced technological care. That indicates this is God’s plan, his will, to end this life. When very aggressive methods are used to sustain this life, I never hear of anyone condemning the people involved. They are given hero status and it’s considered a miracle.

How can you rejoice in going against God’s will by saving a life God obviously is ending, but yet you damn a person to hell for deciding to end their life in a humane way when it’s a life that God is also obviously ending? I see no logic in that.

I have important decisions to make. One of the biggest factors is how my family is affected. I believe ultimately I will be supported in whatever I feel is best for me.

I think it’s wonderful we have and use the advanced technology to save a person that will otherwise die.

I also think it’s wonderful to have a choice to end a slow suffering death in a very simple, affordable and comfortable way. I emphasize the word choice.

These are thoughts I’m dealing with amongst many others, and that’s what this blog is for me. It’s an outlet for my thoughts and feelings. I’m thankful to not be progressing super fast, I am progressing though and I do have important choices to make.

Until next time, take care,




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This article was written by April


jennimac77December 7, 2013 at 6:58 amReply

April, you make some really good points. I was taught growing up that suicide is the unforgivable sin. However, a diligent search of the scriptures reveals otherwise. You know what is actually the one unforgivable sin, according to the Bible? Rejecting Christ. That makes real sense: how can a person who rejects God’s ultimate sacrifice be welcomed into the joys of heaven? But suicide is just another sin, not an unforgivable one. And it’s an easy one to condemn for people who are not immediately faced with the choice. Just my two cents.

April AprilDecember 8, 2013 at 1:35 amReply

With my Grandfather being a Southern Baptist Preacher and my early education in a private christian school, I was taught very early on that, according to the Bible, rejecting Christ is the absolute unforgivable sin. It was quite terrifying as a child to be told, warned that if ever the seemingly likely event occurred of a person placing a gun to my head telling me to deny God or they will kill me that I should refuse to deny God. Pretty scary stuff for a kid. I hope I’m right when I come to the conclusion reading your post that you ultimately agree with Death with Dignity, that it should be the choice of the dying person, with sound mind, the right to end a slow suffering death. I have a feeling that didn’t come easy for you being a devout christian. You’re in a great position to help others with such unwavering views to come to realize the dying person will not be damned to eternal hell for making this choice. It is one of, if not the main reason a person continues to suffer when they don’t wish to.


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